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Dear God, what on earth?!

Dear God,

What on earth are you trying to tell me? I am completely confused and you keep sending me these mixed signals. Argh! You are making discernment even more of a challenge than it already is...

Sunday, April 15, 2012

for the workplace

new snacks for the new workplace! :)

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

of weddings

in the past month, i've attended 2 weddings.
i am so thankful for the friends i kept in contact with. i'm glad i took the couple of years in between to reconnect with them and build those bonds. it has certainly stood the test of time.
of all the joy i've been so fotunate to be a part of, thank you.
Craig and Chloe, for letting me be part of the process of your wedding (prep was hectic but fun), knowing your family who rocks socks. the dear friends whom i've shared laughter, tears, anger, joy. i'm glad to see one and all doing well.
i've always loved weddings, i still do now. it's a time to celebrate 2 people's love, but also a time to be thankful for the people in our lives.

:) and ♥

ps: i know i'm just gushing with love these days. i feel like it should just be filled with rainbows and pastel colours

the decision is made

so my job hunt has finally come to an end. being accepted by both MOH and CID has been very humbling and i know i am very fortunate to have gotten them. but after much consideration about my future and my dreams, i decided to join MOH. those who know about my passion for forensics might be shocked at my rejection of the dream job i saw myself doing since school days. it was certainly with a heavy heart that i turned down the job, i felt like i'd given up part of my dreams. yes, being a forensics officer has always been my dream when i was studying but i suppose that passion has slowly dwindled over the years. real life has taught me real lessons and dreams change.
the job hunt has certainly been a very humbling yet empowering experience. the process came with alot of praying and discerning as well as discussions with loved ones. i went from taking the big leap of faith and left my job to be unemployed. it was the right push i needed to really put myself out there and try different things. after treading through the private sector, it dawned on me that maybe that is not where my future is. i mean, there is more to life than helping a corporation earn big bucks. so i switched focus and started getting calls.
this experience has made me realise and value the people who've come into my life.

and so here's to the next step.

Monday, March 05, 2012

by the lamp light

this is my pretty lamp which i love.... i got it as a gift and i really love it!! i'm starting to collect all these eclectic things so i can decorate my dream house! :)

in the shower

yummy smelling bath products from soap & glory!

Sunday, February 26, 2012

His mysterious ways

God works in mysterious ways.
some things are black and white. and as easy as it is to wish that everything were that way, alot of times they're not. i don't know why certain things happen. why we feel when we shouldn't. why we shouldn't when we should.
but all things happen for a reason. sometimes we see the reason. sometimes it takes a moment. sometimes it takes awhile. sometimes, years. sometimes we don't.
simplicity in its complexity.

letters from the past

letters from pat. as i read through them, i realised how long ago it was that we used to converse like this. it's a period of time i miss dearly. i never knew anyone quite like him. it seems like it was all such a long time ago..... how letters and words capture a time once shared and some things hold true while others are just but ashes. corne and i talk about him, how he hurt us. but then if i can forgive corne for what he did, then why not pat. maybe cos he's not here and so it's easier to not face it cos it's not present.

those words are not easy ones to read. it brought tears then, it still does now. albeit for different reasons.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

gifts for each other

from my sis to me (from the land of a thousand smiles)

it's carmen's birthday!

Monday, February 13, 2012

what the boy dragged in

i was surprised with a haul of frozen tv dinners cos i have bad eating habits when we don't meet and yeah, there's no food at home. imagine, this'll be my life when i move out. oh and my house will smell nice cos we'll burn scented candles all day long. <3

in my luggage

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