Thursday, February 22, 2007

disappointment


my sister smokes.
she took out a pack in front of me at the bus stop yesterday and smoked.
i'm standing there and i'm thinking: crap..do i act shocked or do i act cool about it. i ended up reacting somewhere in between those 2 options. figured it's better to accept the fact so then she won't think she has a naggy sis.

i know it's a phase yah dah yah dah... one of those things ppl do when they're young and foolish. i mean i've been there. i was dumb enough to do stupid things. dumb enough to spend money to kill my lungs. dumb enough to do alot of other things i shouldn't have done. and i can't expect my sister not to. she's human..and she's young... but i thought she'd be smarter than that.

all i know was that i was really really disappointed. it's like my whole heart sank.

i hope she's smart enough to snap out of it. i hope she has the bloody strength to quit for herself.




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