hello everyone!!! i know i know...another long time since i last blogged... but this is gonna be a long one i promise!

so i came back from malaysia like 2 weeks ago? bought a whole bunch of clothes and they're still folded up in my wardrobe...haven even hung them up yet. bah. malaysia was alright...the same as always.... everyone's getting older and moving on with their own lives. the only ppl who are free to entertain me and carmen are the aunties who need a breath of fresh girly air injected into their lives and that's where we serve a purpose. haha

this is my hamburger-faced looking sister. =X ok dun tell her i called her that.

then one of the nights, we were invited by a relative to go have dinner at a pub/restaurant he owns in some hotel. so along we went. felt like a bloody vip arriving at some premiere. we drive up to the hotel, get out of the car, and since its raining you have a personal doorman to shelter you into the place with his nice huge ass umbrella that can probably shelter 4 ppl. the valet parks your car according to model. which is really dumb cos when we finally leave they're gonna have to search amongst a whole fleet of BMWs to find our car. but ok watever makes their lives easier.
so we walk into the place and all the staff are like welcome welcome and pull out your chair for you and all the works. we order our food which was really good by the way. and it's like all nicely presented and stuff. too bad i didn't snap any pictures. i ordered amazing pasta and meatballs. and then the boss(AKA the relative) comes over to me and my sister and says ' so do you young ppl want some drinks?' before we can say anything he goes ahead and orders god knows how many jugs of Long islands. o.O the only ppl below 40 around the entire table is me and carmen. how the heck are we supposed to down that much?! so i get the waiter to pour everyone at the table a glass which lowered the level of the jugs quite significantly. thank god.

after the food and being slightly amused by the band playing, we tried to join in the conversation at the table but got bored with the old ppl talk so we took some pics. (pardon the grainy pic, i tried my best with adobe but this is the best - my phone camera totally sucks)

after awhile, we weren't so bored anymore cos the adults were kinda high and woozy. and it was amusing to just sit there and look at them embarrass themselves with wat they were saying. sis and i decided to rescue them from further embarrassment and drank up the rest of the booze. (i think the bartender really spiked it with loads of alcohol cos being the boss' order and all). after tat, i was just glad i made into the car and up to my room in a straight line.

the rest of the trip was just filled with more shopping and more eating. the food there is honestly really awesome. managed to catch up with the cousins jess and jermyn. jess is well a really great cousin considering she was willing to go out with us and buy us dinner in the middle of a breakup. the complications of lesbian love is something i shall go into another time.

i think ultimately when i go back to malaysia....i feel free. i'm free to be myself and let lose and let everything hang out cos well the ppl there have seen my good and bad sides and they point a finger and laugh at me but they accept me at the end of the day. and i enjoy being a girl. a girly girl who can talk girl talk with my sister, my aunts (who really rock considering their gonna be 50) and do girly stuff. hah. somehow when i'm in singapore i sadly feel like i have to put up a front, a tough front. i dunno why i do it. i think it's just something that's become a habit. or else ppl will just lump me up with the rest of the ditzy girls around. ok, this is another topic that i will broach in another entry.

here's a few pictures of the dogs that are seriously over populating the 5000 sq feet that is our home in ipoh. there are approximately 10 dogs running wild and only 4 humans living with them. i think we own a dog farm. every dog that gets lost gets our address from the dog directory or something. even in singapore, my dog is FOUND! haha.

i r micky. i r a shitzu. i r a bundle of cotton wool.

fifi and silky. who are resting for 2 minutes. after they've played with each other for 2 hours.

the rest of the dogs are too wild to let me take pictures of them. actually no, they're just busy eating and they get really cranky when disturbed during meals.

and finally, 1 shot of something i bought. a great pair of miu miu shoes.

NOT! as if i can afford miu miu. but i still found them very mod looking. so my aunty bought herself, my sis and me a pair. we believe in multiple shopping.

Jeanne spoke her mind @ 1:38 PM