it's that time of the month... and i guess emotions start to kind of get the better of me...

i was reading through old letters that pat wrote me... weird how whenever we met up and did work together he would write little notes... guess we were alike that way cos we had the habit of expressing ourselves through written words.. i would go to the toilet and come back to find a note telling me that he wasn't having a good day and didn't want to talk... or he would tell me how mad he would get whenever he saw how i was being treated by ppl around me... but he wasn't biased in that sense. if i was wrong he would tell me i was wrong, if his other friend was wrong he wouldn't condone it either. and he always told me that i was strong and i didn't have to put up with things if they weren't fair.

how am i now? i dun regret anything nor any decision. but it still feels like a whole load of effort went to waste...you know how sometimes you have something for so long but it just isn't right for you and you have to give it up. it feels like that. like throwing away a piece of mouldy bread cos you can't eat it anymore. ok, crude way of putting it i know..




so anyways, went back to school today to collect our robes.. jeremy felt like school food (for some godforsaken reason cos he used to bitch about it like crazy and picked at his food like a girl)... craig came to school and the first thing he asked always is 'so how? any job?' and then we'd all be bitching about our unemployedness and our dire finances... ahmad still calls me mina... (sam's gonna run away from me now) and then we stand in line for damn freaking long and crap like mad about days in school. i was swearing like a cow again cos i thought i had to pay extra moo-la for not bringing my order slip. craig and i gobbled cream puffs like mad cos my theory is catered food usually has the best cream puffs. we saw them and zoomed right in on them like some hungry ghosts. lol. i think we could have possibly embarrassed ourselves but we don't care! jeremy as usual farts in everyone's face (bloody disgusting). and i saw 2 nissan GTRs today. what are the odds of that. maybe it's the same asshole driving around. but one thing's for sure. everyone misses school. funny how we used to bitch about it like crazy. but then i bet if we had to go back for another week of lessons, we'd stil be bitching bout it. oh well.

graduation's coming!!!

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Jeanne spoke her mind @ 11:35 PM