yes, this is another emo post. sitting up at night listening to emo bands gets you this way.

i got a call from pat today.
as always he says the things i need to hear. and as i thought about it, i realised i got through this all by myself. yes, it was a lonely ride the whole way but i managed to get through it nonetheless. i didn't actually cry on anyone or used anything or anyone as a crutch. wow, i think if pat was around he'd probably have had to put up with hell.

why do something that makes you sad? cos even if i didn't i wouldn't be happy. if i had been stubborn, i would have felt like something was missing even though the presence was there.

i don't want something that eventually plateaus.. i want to deviate from the norm. and is it so wrong to want something different from what everyone apparently thinks is 'only natural'? i don't want to be the norm. and if it is to be. then it will be.





dun try to comprehend this. just a jumble of my thoughts.

Jeanne spoke her mind @ 1:52 AM