in a way, these 'discoveries' are reminders for me. reminders to keep me on the right way. nil, nada, zip, zilch is what i'm gonna say the next time anyone asks me the same damn question.

i just realised something. i absolutely cannot attend saturday and sunday evening mass. i can't freaking do it. i know i'm supposed to focus regardless of things surrounding me. but i can't. that's it. i'm making it a point to attend sunday afternoon mass.

god forgives. men can't. how true. we are all not god. i dunno, as much as i wanna say that i'm all magnanimous and all but i know myself. i'm not generally a very forgiving person. i mean i don't hate ppl for what they do to me. but forgiving is a really big thing. i don't think ppl really comprehend what it means. they think that just cos they're not angry anymore they've forgiven. but it's not true. forgiving encompasses more than being un-angry.

anyways, so this weekend and for the most part of next week, jess is down for work + leisure cos she came down earlier to do some shopping. so far she has bought a hell lot of stuff from haji and qc. and apparently the fella working there with the helluva lot of piercings is her friend. they studied at the same college together... -__-
today was sheesha at arab st with her and her colleague, leon. somehow the 2 cartoons managed to drive their way to katong for laksa. and find their way back to bugis. without me as their guide nor a gps. and finally someone who thinks my job is cool. the 2 of them cracked me and carmen up damn bad. and then when we were all high we started making fun of the nepalese waiters at the shop. damn evil we are.
next up is staying over at the hotel for 2 nights. hur hur.

Jeanne spoke her mind @ 2:44 AM